either way.. it's killing me.. i am confuse..
i'm back to where every song seems right for me.. where every line i come across with speaks about where i am now.. where everything has a meaning..
it's not me anymore.. when now doesn't feel right.. when giving up.. nor staying isn't the answer.. i don't know why.. i guess i just don't know where to place myself.. because every effort i make isn't appreciated.. well.. maybe because i can't even be half of what he expects me to be.. and i'm not going to be enough..
i know i have? got? the best.. oh! yes! you are.. but i guess i am not? even close to being the best for you..
..yet LOVE for me.. still is the closest thing to MAGIC..
boBon
