because of current events.. i had a recall.. a recall of a place where i used to be and in a situation i don't want to be in anymore..
unfortunately, it was even followed up with a dream.. a dream i know will always be just a dream.. that unknowing feeling.. that overlooked desire.. this something-something-feeling i want to ignore.. i have to ignore.. i need to ignore.. hahaay.. i was hopeful i'd find the answer in that dream tOo.. but i never did.. i guess i have to deal with it in reality..
because.. maybe.. sometimes.. it's still.. syataaaaap!
boBon