why can't she say it nicely.. she talks as if we are just things she owned.. i don't know.. maybe i 'm just not use to this.. and i'm pretty sure she isn't also.. come to think of it everyone around here is adjusting..
i am not complaining when i am asked to do something.. i NEVER do.. whoever ordered me to.. but at least say it nicely.. is that too difficult to do!??
R-E-S-P-E-C-T.. i think everyone deserves it.. even if you are talking to 5 year old child or to a 95 year old lolo.. there is really no difference..
i never imagined that there would be a time in my life that i would feel this.. i asked teetay if this emotion i labeled H-A-T-E is normal.. and she answered without a doubt a big YES! thanks teetay for the reply..
i hate that she sees us as "SAMUK!" i'm just glad that i'm nothing like her..
in the future.. i will not try.. but i will do my best to be.. not her.. i am not saying that i am sweet.. kind.. or even claiming that i, myself is close to being perfect.. because nobody is.. and i know that everybody commits mistakes.. but i think putting ourselves in each others' shoes is the best way to know how to understand each other.. because prevention is always better then cure.. di ba!?? basta! i'll make sure how to act in situations where as much as possible, i won't be called HYSTERICAL..
we are so alike in some ways yet so different in probably.. mostly EVERYTHING..
aaaaaah! this room i named/termed/labeled "MY SOLACE" is not anymore where i want to be.. i wish i could leave and travel..
i think i'm stressed.. maybe everyone is.. even her..
boBon
